I love to travel. To see this vast vast world that You have created. To see the numerous people and cultures You have put on this earth.
Too bad i ain't loaded. Not me nor my parents. I can only look at the glorious fotos that my most fortunate friends have taken while on their travels. There's Lik Yin in South America, and Mandy in Milan(how cool is that! and for 7 mths too!). I was practically drooling over the fotos. Oh well, guess i juz gotta wait it out.
The last time i sat on a plane was 3 and a half years ago. At this point, i think i'm hearing some remarks like, "Quit whining. What about the rest of us?" I must offer my most sincere apologies if i have offended you in any way. But i can't help it. I am dying to travel. I am dying to experience new faces, new languages. The kind of adrenelin and impulsion i feel whenever i see those pictures, i'm not sure how many of you can understand it. i believe the fact that i've never even gotten out of this side of the hemisphere fuels that passion as well. My time will come. You just wait.
Tuesday, March 28, 2006
Monday, March 27, 2006
Times and Seasons.
I know i said goodbye.
But there's the occasional time when i feel i need a little space of my own. God i know You are reading this.
People are made in pairs. One for another. This i totally agree.
In a recent turn of events, i found out that 2 of my frens have gotten attached. I'm happy for them, really i am, esp since one of them is my best friend in sec sch. Yet, my emotions are mixed. I can't help but feel a tinge of envy.
Why? Why is it that the whole world seems to be finding their happiness all at the same time. But it juz ain't mine. I understand You work in seasons Lord. I know now isn't the time. I know i shouldn't complain but... There is a slight sadness that i feel which i can't explain why. Is it self-pity? I hope not. I dont wanna turn into one of those desperados whom i so utterly despise. I have lost confidence in myself but i wanna put my confidence in You. That when the right one comes along at the right time, Your Holy Spirit will tell me.
"Guard my heart, oh guard my heart", You have warned me, "For out of it springs the issues of life." I will God, i will. I will try my best, and i will lean on the Holy Spirit for strength and guidance. Teach me to walk in Your ways, to be led by Your Spirit. Let my life be full of purpose Lord, Yours and not mine. Let everyday be an adventure; let every moment take my breath away. Amen.
But there's the occasional time when i feel i need a little space of my own. God i know You are reading this.
People are made in pairs. One for another. This i totally agree.
In a recent turn of events, i found out that 2 of my frens have gotten attached. I'm happy for them, really i am, esp since one of them is my best friend in sec sch. Yet, my emotions are mixed. I can't help but feel a tinge of envy.
Why? Why is it that the whole world seems to be finding their happiness all at the same time. But it juz ain't mine. I understand You work in seasons Lord. I know now isn't the time. I know i shouldn't complain but... There is a slight sadness that i feel which i can't explain why. Is it self-pity? I hope not. I dont wanna turn into one of those desperados whom i so utterly despise. I have lost confidence in myself but i wanna put my confidence in You. That when the right one comes along at the right time, Your Holy Spirit will tell me.
"Guard my heart, oh guard my heart", You have warned me, "For out of it springs the issues of life." I will God, i will. I will try my best, and i will lean on the Holy Spirit for strength and guidance. Teach me to walk in Your ways, to be led by Your Spirit. Let my life be full of purpose Lord, Yours and not mine. Let everyday be an adventure; let every moment take my breath away. Amen.
Sunday, March 12, 2006
Au Revoir
Hey guys, i'm not keepin up here so i've decided that i should just close down this blog. My apologies to pple that do come and see what's up wif me. I still love you guys! See you ard sch or wherever...
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