Ouch!

I wanna scream and i wanna shout. I'm in pain rite now, excrutiating pain. Just went for the first out of my 4 scaling sessions. In case anyone dunno wat i'm talking about, scaling is cleaning ur teeth THOROUGHLY. So, the dentist scrubed my teeth and gums till they r sore now. My goodness... I feel like just lying on my bed and not moving at all. I think i'm getting a glimpse of the pain that is to come when i put on my braces. Argh!!! i really dunno if i can take it... bleah.

Complaints

Eh, was gonna complain bout my bro but after a talk wif Sze and a searching of my heart, i figured that i'm being ridiculous. So yea, forget it. Anyway, i wanna complain about my computer. This machine has been giving me problems for some time liao. Bleah. Within the span of 24 hrs it hanged twice liao. I think the poor old thing got too many startups to do liao le. Sigh...

Tmr i'm going swimming with Sze. Heh, get a tan and improve my swimming skills a bit. My swimming is really bad sia. I got poor stamina and worse still, hydrophobia. As long as my head ain't above water when i'm standing, i will freak out. All due to a small accident when i was a kid. Bleah. Aiya, i muz overcome this fear lor, esp if i wanna participate in biathalon nx yr. Jia you!

Isa 41:13
For I, the LORD your God, will hold your right hand, saying to you, 'Fear not, I will help you.'

Surprise, surprise

Oh, for heaven's sake, I din noe that people actually read my blog... haha... Erm, whoever it is who asked me to put up a tagboard... it's a great idea, cept that i dunno how... some help here pls... Thx!

The past week...

Some things are just not meant to be. Like the previous post... I messed up something bad, so it nv happened. Oh well, i take it that God doesn't want me to post some emotional rubbish up here. Many things haf happened of late, of which i ain't obliged to nor feel compelled to share at all. Bleah.

Empty, empty, empty. God i am an empty vessel waiting to be filled, filled with Your anointing. Cause such a great desire to rise up in me, to consume me, that i may wholly follow after You and You alone. Not mammon, not myself. I want to shine, shine so bright, that people are awed by Your glory in me. Passion. I wanna feel more passionate about You every single day. I feel so stifled up, unable to release all the tension and frustration within me. Only You Lord, only You will understand, only You will hear my cries. I can only turn to You. You are my Refuge. You are my all.

Emerge!

Today is the last day of the Emerge conference. The past 3 days haf been tiring but fulfilling. I believe that my life's gonna b changed after this. That revival's gonna come to NTU and to my cell grp. Let's all work hard for the kingdom of God ok? The harvest is indeed plentiful but the labourers are few.

Wah, im tired liao... think i betta go sleep... i'll update this pt 2 tmr then... haha, sry for the tardiness...

Boring? Me? You can't be serious...

Now i haf pple who are complaining that my blog's too boring... no music, no pictures... Okay, so sue me that i ain't IT savvy like the rest of the world. I'm juz not that interested in dabbling wif hard metal parts and stuff lidat ok... But gimme some time lah pple, I will show you an improved version... At least will haf some music... hehe... But if you were to talk bout fashion instead, it wld interest me much more of cos... Haha, a typical girl who lurves shopping to death. I nid to get some new stuff... Somemore now GSS(Great S'pore Sale lah you loonies...) must grab the golden oppurtunity. Hopefully my mum will be nice and sponsor me lah... haha... For those of you who haf known me long enuff, I'm a true blue mummy's girl and sometimes a pretty spoilt brat. Aiya, for those of you who dun, i've given you a not-so-good impression liao rite? wateva... Neways, thank God for my nice mummy... heh, i can afford to treat her so much betta tho...

Attitude attitude... Go figure.

Bad AttitudeZ...

Heh, getting lazy to blog too liao... Today's POS prac was quite erm, fruitless... ok lah, we went thru the cheer which is actually a very impt part lah but that was all... And we went all the way to Boon Lay... nvm nvm, shall not complain. Anyway, we bought the shoes for the POS liao. Quite cheap lah, $10 for a pair of shoes i may nv wear again... haha, but spotted the nike pair i like again... $100... boo hoo hoo... The rehearsal on Wed wasn't too good, so i was disappointed again... Y lidat??? anyway, i dislike my bad attitude of screaming at pple when they dun get things rite... I was screaming at Willy when he didn't get Daiqi up for the 2-2-1. Sigh, felt bad after that but worse still i din apologise... Yucks, Miss Low, that's being a small person... betta change ah...

Been feeling weird and weirder lately bout some things. Shall not go on to explain in full but it's pretty perplexing lor... Sigh, matters of the heart and the heart of matters... Pls help mi God.. i will lean on You for strength...

Prayer power!

Just came home from the Emerge prayer meeting bout an hour & a half ago. Tired but good. Hee... and it's the first time i had to stand for so long on stage... My feet hurt... haha... Today i buang my stunts totally... sigh, din haf the energy to do them properly... muz do better man! Second rehearsal later at 3pm! I shall not fail! GAMBATE!!! Pst Tan prayed for quite a few things tonite but i really hope to see revival in my school and my cell grp most of all. Yea! Will remember to do my caring system this week... i hope... haha... okok, muz do if not Bro Simon will come after me... no lah, it's my calling, to be an effective witness for Christ Jesus! Amen! =)